is it too late to re-step???

I wake up with a new day...Hopefully , new hopes as well...I don't know the exact feeling emerge in my heart now..but I know it's so empty...The soundless heart is a far more dangerous than 7.6 earthquake which had happened last month at Padang..

Can anyone tell me what and how should I work to have an empathy and love???I get love from Allah..That's undeniable...but , do I love myself???Do i appreciate other's love??? Why is it so tremendously hard for us as one Muslim community to unite???

Can any of you tell me what had happened to my sisters and brothers at Mindanoa , Thailand , Palestines , Iraq , Sudan....???? Can I do something for them???

the voice in me...

i felt so tensed today...Financial prudent seemed so far to catch..It flew , leaving me so stressed and wanted to vomit my anger...But where should i voice my tiredness???Yes!!!!

the feeling of tired...im so tired of waiting and waiting...anger got the better of me now!!!

Well , but the tiny voice in my heart emerged and whistling araound my ears..'Patience and you will be rewarded'..i didn't believe this tiny voice at first but then , to which i just read a few hours backward in al-Quran..."plot your Plots.Yet Allah is The Best Plotter'..

Hmmmm....basically , it so simple my diary...it asks me to have patience in my heart..Today's globalisation world seems to rob the most valuable treasure in human's civilisation...PATIENCE!!!

Because of patience , we could witness the wonder of full moon...Patience helps us to wait for a miracle baby to be born...Patience outranks when we fasting and patience does everything to make sure our we live comfortably...

Hmmm...what else to be pondered????hehe...selamat menyambut aidilfitri everyone...syukran jazilan...

my dream baju raya...

hye...

assalamualaikum..

honestly , it is my first time blogging...I do find it hard to express my feeling , thought and dream through blog...but I find this is the only way to unwind my stress and smile abit..well at least for 2 minutes to create my own world..I maybe won't get everything I wish but I know Allah always love me...

Seriously , I'm not that good or nice girl..I had travelled from white side to dark side and back again to white side...But I wondered whether Allah would accept my forgiveness..I myself blurred..

I asked from Him,an apology and forgiveness..but I still did the same mistakes again..

I hope this coming Aidilfitri , I would be able to wear my dream baju raya sent by Allah...

I need His Guidance...really...I do need it...I want to escape from this 'dark side' but I can't...I couldn't...How I suppose to get out from here???